BEFORE SUNDAY MORNING

We wake before the dawn,
but sleep is elusive,
so we play the game of breaths.
Earning our repentance.

Your breaths, ragged.
As if I’ve torn you apart,
broken like bread.

My breaths poured out, rise feline.
Resurrected from this petit mort.
Take all my lives.

The sheets now baptized,
we undress and dress the altar.

In the morning, I found out
there would be no eternity.
And you told me
you always knew.

If we can’t live forever,
show me all the ways to die.

Lily Smallwood is a writer from Newfoundland. She currently resides with her partner and five children in Fredericton, New Brunswick, on the unceded land of the Wolastoqiyik. Her work has previously been published in Qwerty magazine and as a broadside with Emergency Flashmob Press.